Wow I have a lot on my mind.....
- So first off I passed my Praxis 1
- I am so happy
- I am really stressing right now about paying for my next two years of college
- I don't see how I don't get financial aid
- They said each semester will cost atleast 3000.00
- and I have to go four...
- and one without working..
- I have been praying for the scholarship I applied for
- I really hope I get it, if not I will have to get a student loan :(
- I am trusting god
- just like when I decided to go back to school
- He already has a plan
- so i have got to stop worrying about it!
- Lol
Ok I'm going to stop with the bullets! lol and On to something better going on in my life right now! :) I am on a small two week break before summer classes start and I am enjoying it.. My hubby and I are totally remodeling our camper!! It is an 86 model.. I probably forgot to tell you, we sold our new camper last year about 5mths. after we first bought it, because paying for school got to be too much and plus we never had any time to go.. but we found this one not to long ago and we bought it. The roof was leaking and had ruined the whole ceiling. So we started there and Pj sealed the roof, tore out all the wet ceiling and put in a new ceiling, some extra insillation, and we have put down new floor and everything in between. It looks so different. We still have some work to do: we have to hook up our new sinks, put a new hose on our shower, finish painting, wash the outside, I have to make curtains (With the help of Neshia! I hope I can learn how to sew, I can sew a button but that is it! lol), wash the outside, finish cleaning the oven, and hook it up, clean the bathroom, put everything in the camper and be ready to go Thursday. and that is if we can. Our lake is flooded so bad they have everything blocked off, so we will see.
Blaine is getting so close to being 2, it's crazy! He is talking so much now. I love to watch him and Sophie. They play all the time and they also fight like brother and sister! It is so funny. He has such an imagination and a good memory. Last time we were visiting pj's mom and dad, he kept saying something and we couldn't figure out what he was saying. He took her to her cabinet and we finally caught on, he was saying brownie. He has been getting one each time we go over there. He will talk to us in sentences, not complete but like two or three words.. It is so cute! The other day when we made his mom her mother's day card we did his had print on the front of it, after we were done about 30 min. later he brought me his baby and pointed to its hand and said, "ArLa, Hand make!" He loves that baby, I ordered it for Pjs sister along time ago and I found it in the closet about 3mths. ago and I put it in his room. I had no idea he would love it like he has. A lot of people laugh when I say Blaine's baby doll but i think he has learned a lot from having a baby doll. He has such an imagination, he will rock his baby and sing to him, he makes his baby go potty, he will put his baby in time out, and he carries it all over the house. When he puts it in time out, I ask him Blaine why is your baby in time out and he will pull his shirt and his hair, lol! I said did that baby pull your hair, and he will say Yah so sad like..lol I don't know if babydolls for boys is a bad thing.. I'm sure a lot of men would say so. But I don't know. He is doing really good without a sippie at my house. I just give him a small cup with a little at a time in it and he tells me when he needs more. He has learned that he can't walk on the carpet when he is drinking from a big boy cup. He is such a good little boy at my house. He is telling me now when he has to poo poo. He is sleeping all night in his bed and does NOT get a sippie. I am so proud. But someone tell me this, Why is he such a different little boy for his mom? With her, he wakes up 5 or 6 times a night and wants milk... and she gives it to him!! I'm surprised his teeth our still so pretty! He will not tell her when he needs to use the bathroom, He won't sleep in his bed, He won't even eat anything for her. Sometimes I pick him up around 4 or 5 pm and she will say, He hasn't had anything to eat today but oreos and milk, or candy and milk. I get so mad. I have tried everything to help, I even started taking him something that he eats at my house for her to feed him. She says it is him but I believe it is her! He is just so bad for her, but so good for me.... I don't even like to be around them both at the same time because he is just not Blaine.. I don't understand why either. I just wish he was the same, I don't even think she believes me when I tell her how he acts and how good he is. I did not keep him this weekend, so I am really badly missing him.. I'm going over there today and picking him up! I'm so ready to have some Blaine loving!
I'm going to the Dr. on May 28th and 29th for testing on my gallbladder. I have to have a EGD, a CCK, and a Hidascan done. If anyone has had these done please give me some info. I'm really nervous about the first one. I got my results back from my blood work last week and she told me my liver levels were high.. so she thinks my gallbladder is really bad and infected. I just hope it holds out until then.
Well More to come later, but this is all I have for now! SEE YA!!
